Today marks the 3rd year from when HTA and I met. I've been debating coming back from going private and think today is as good of day as any all things considered! I probably will not repost all the history but things with HTA continue and I'm completely grateful for the fate that occured 3 years ago, 1000 miles away that brought us together for what should have been a one night stand. I saw him just recently - I still get butterflies when I first see him, the chemistry is still as HOT and Intense as it ever was and I still feel this empty gut wrenching void when I leave him.
He has become my sanity and escape for my current situation....the thought of this stopping is honestly too much for me to think about some days even though physically - we don't see each more then 5 times a year - the communication is almost daily . I think that says much for what our relationship has evolved into in that its beyond just the physical.
A day at a time and it is what it is.
He has become my sanity and escape for my current situation....the thought of this stopping is honestly too much for me to think about some days even though physically - we don't see each more then 5 times a year - the communication is almost daily . I think that says much for what our relationship has evolved into in that its beyond just the physical.
A day at a time and it is what it is.
Hey you know if most people had daily kind communication with their significant other and 5 great nights of passion per year they would consider themselves in a satisfactory position. So don't ever knock it. Good to hear from you! Often quality trumps quantity.
ReplyDeleteHey you - welcome back!!!! I wondered what happened to you.
ReplyDeleteI agree with what Ryan said. Wholeheartedly.
Welcome back! Since I'm in a similar situation I understand and although we can see each other daily the contact is daily and the feelings are deep along with the friendship. I'm not ready to change anything and accept that there will come a time to say our good byes but until then I'm going to enjoy every moment. Luckily we are heading away together soon for a "honeymoon" and both of us are anxious with excitement. Missed ya!
ReplyDeleteThat should read "can't see" - all thumbs on my phone. :)
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